The Standardized Test

Today I took the GREs. When I first decided to take time off, I was planning on applying and going to grad school for fall 2010. This got put on hold as I realized a) I am not that organized and b) there are still some opportunities I would like to pursue before settling in on a final career/further academic path. Life is full of experiences and so I wasn't worried and in fact feel liberated that I can continue on this adventure without firm commitments at the end.

However, today was one of those days where I pretended to be on a particular path. I was part of the real world as I punched in the address on my GPS and drove over to the stereotypical Jersey corporate park. Not to say I wasn't looking forward to it. I happen to be of the odd breed where I enjoy standardized testing. So I took the test, showing off my algebraic skills, knowledge of the Pythagorean theorem, fabulous way of critiquing arguments and essay. Please note, I left out my superior vocabulary. In today's advanced computer world, I received my scores immediately and was shocked to discover I am a math genius but my grasp on the English language is lacking. Apparently antonyms and sentence completions aren't my thing.

I went through a few tidal waves of emotion until I realized that I had in fact done better than expected. I can always take the test again, but it was significant to be reminded of how intelligent I am. I know there are a few out there who doubt me, but something I won't forget on this adventure (and I know International Steph will see to it that I don't) is that when the day is over I am still me. I have a lot to offer and fortunately there is no shortage of self-confidence flowing from this girl. Eventually I will get into some super classy grad program and be beyond successful (and I mean using my own definition of success) but for now I am more than satisfied seeing the world. Anyone in my future who doubts that should probably just hop out of the way of this high-speed train.

Anywho, enough of that boring mumbo jumbo -- Now I can fully focus on plans for this fabulous trip. No more flashcards. The rest of the week consists of additional passport photos, visits to the Indian embassy, appointment making to get lots o’ vaccinations, and housewarming parties.

Deb (the mother of this blog writer) suggested Tom (the father of this blog writer/recently divorced from Deb) join me on the India leg of the trip as she is getting nervous for me going alone. In order for that to not become a reality, I must become super organized and make some concrete plans for the solo leg of the trip. Joining forces with Tom in India would require a whole new blog. Maybe entitled “Please trample me with elephant” or “Motorcycle diaries: the Asia version.” It’s a toss up.. though might be hilarious...

Stay tuned. Tomorrow we get closer to the answer to whether or not I am homeless upon return AND on Thursday we find out if International Steph is granted a visa to India. Cross your fingers YES on both accounts.